9.13.2006

Enough for right now.

The highs are extremely high, and the lows are definitely low. Times may be tough, but the Lord is always good.

And faithful.

Ever so faithful. . . .

I have been asked recently if I wanted to see the new World Trade Center movie. My immediate response was no.

I have my memories commuting from the Pentagon area on that fateful day, and I recall that day with others greatly affected by this great tragedy, and we share our experiences as needed.

With the word, "but", I don't have a problem with recalling the events. I just don't want to relive the events in detail on screen.

Enough said.

My current emotional state is not at its best. I'm going through stuff (recovery, relapse, release, restoration, redemption) all at the same time. One moment I feel joy, then the next moment I feel dejected.

And, the traveler doesn't like it.

People, situations, and events are trying to bring me back to a place where I don't want to be, or relive those old scenarios.

So, I'm taking time off from certain activities and from certain people. One activity that will be on hiatus --- is this blog.

I'm going to need to take some time off for healing and personal time. It may be a few days, a few weeks, but I'll be back.

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